I guess I’m just down again.
I guess I got lost again.
I’ve been wandering for hours just trying to find a place to hide.
My mind is set, I can’t go on till I forget.
I’m following the footsteps I’ve paved for myself till the end.
I’m just better off on my own.
I’m running off to kill my time.
To do list:
And I couldn’t fake a smile to save my life
And the tightness in my chest argues for another late night
And I just stopped by to see if you were alone like me
I think I am spiraling downward, should I stay in my room forever, or could you maybe send me into space please, preferably the planet Neptune, where I will be immersed in a sphere of blue blue blue gas
Brand New | Moshi Moshi (acoustic)
I’ll come back a ghost if I can haunt you and float around your room. What do I do when you get close? If I kiss your neck, would you slit my throat?
I have had experience with this before, in fact I’ve had lots of bad experiences with pets. Growing up, my family was always getting rid of pets. I’ve had at least 4 dogs maybe 5, not including the one we have now, given away for all sorts of stupid reasons. And it just really stinks having to go through with that, especially being a kid at the time and not really having a say in it. I have had hamsters and fish die, but the worst was when my cat Patrick died. I found out the morning before school, I was in middle school then, but my mom still sent me and I was hysterical. It just really hurt a lot, and I still wasn’t old enough to completely grasp what had happened. I don’t remember how I coped back then, but I’m sure I’d do it completely different now. I’m not sure if I can give the best advice when it comes to something like this, but just know that although it hurts right now, with time things will start getting better again. Try and find some form of closure, like a burial or memorial, and never forget your pet. I’m sure they knew you loved them very much. I am very sorry for your loss :(
Aw really that makes me happy :’-) You are very welcome haha!